It’s been awhile. Dunno why I needed to assert that. It’s obvious.
I’ve missed it here. In ways. I have also been glad to get away. Bittersweet.
“Life is a fucking thorn bush. Don’t be a damn pussy, grow some thicker skin.”
I said this in a heated moment. Not directly to anyone, but rather about someone.
But it’s the truth, and I feel like the majority of the world should really take it to heart.
I know I have.
I love what music does to people.
(via loveyourchaos)
do this.
Dear Megan,
Remember the time I drove seven hours, in the middle of the night, by myself, to a place I’ve never been, and you waited up for me until really late? Well, this reminded me of that, and I want to say thanks :).
(via withoutkasmir)
This is very different from how I felt not too long ago. But now, actions and drama and relationships that have already happened have no place in my current life. I can’t say that they don’t have a place in my future, because I don’t know what the future holds.
I do know that I’ve let go. I’ve moved on.
I know that as long as I’m here in this place, the past will be my present and future. That’s how people live around here. And that’s exactly why I’ve got to get out.
I really just want to yell “FUCKKKKK” right now.
I hate PC. With all my hate. Well, with half of the hate I possess, because I have an equal amount of hate reserved for modems/routers/failed wireless connection. For three days now I have been without internet. Right the fuck in the middle of finals. Perfection.
So after a full day of nearly freezing rain, I came home to discover one of my mom’s friends and her daughter eating dinner at my house. This would be ok except this “friend” only comes over when she wants something and it pisses me off because I know it hurts my mom’s feelings. Also, my brother at the last of the homemade mashed potatoes. I ate dinner by myself.
I come downstairs, and decided that I’m really fucking tired of not having internet connection. I call our internet/cable company. They fail to recognize any problems. Instead, they tell me that my router is probably bad which means that we have to purchase a new one. They are not cheap. My parents refuse.
I continue to spend more than three hours trying to fix the router/connection. No progress. I am pissed.
My room, as well as most of the lower/basement level of my house is freezing because my parents will not turn the heat on because they have amazing fireplace heaters upstairs and they are warm. Must find electric blanket. Hope it works.
Did I mention finals this week? (I know I did, I just feel like being melodramatic.) I still have to take a shower tonight. I need a new coat, but can’t seem to find one that I’m satisfied with. I have been trying to finish my Christmas shopping, but not only have I not had internet or time to drive to any stores, I have no fucking idea what to get anyone. I am a terrible gift picker. I love giving gifts, but I am bad at picking the right ones.
Fucking yes tomorrow morning.
(All of the sudden i’m really excited Courtney idkwtf)
That’s because fuck! look at those donuts.. the picture even releases endorphins. But also: Donuts and friendship. That is why you are excited.
fuckyeahbritain:(via daisychaindream)
This.
I have missed you both. I know this tumblr letter is random/kinda awkward, but it’s just how I do. I hope you both had a wonderful thanksgiving!
Now, I have been creeping both your blogs. Well, I guess it really isn’t creeping, but I read recent posts and I just want to say:
1.) Megan. You are going to Ireland. I am insanely jealous. And about having someone to go with you, I’m just sayin, I could be available. That is not a joke.
2.) Jordan. I am interested in your school search! As in, why? Haha, I know that’s blunt, but you didn’t seem completely happy so I am just concerned.
I would do this on facebook, but I just prefer talking to yall on tumblr. It’s the seed from which the friendship blossomed. I guess. Haha. I could also just text yall. Idek. I am bad at long distance stuff, especially over the phone. But I do miss both of you :)
